[One_love_silvia]

apparently i'm the only one who wants to experience sleep paralysis. i know everyone says it's scary as fuck and you don't wanna have the experience, but i'm curious as to what scares me. i don't fear death, so i really don't know what to expect. i do remember waking up from my first lucid dream, and i remembered about sleep paralysis, and i was terrified of what i might see, so i kept the pillow over my eyes. i wasn't even sure if i had sleep paralysis. more so it just felt like i was too tired to move. i couldn't move because i hadn't tried, but as soon as i tried, i was able to. so idk.

the only real fears i've had was when i was with my ex, and i had a fear of her getting hurt or raped by someone. but now that we aren't together anymore, i don't really have any fears again...